Where is my husband????

Well hubby has been out of contact for sometime. I am anxious thought because I know that very soon he'll be on his way home. I cannot wait and hope he is able to take the Princess & the Prince on their appointed rounds for candy. Tomorrow I sort of have a lot to do. I have to go to Home Depot or Lowes to get the paint tape and plastic sheeting for the windows for painting, John's name tape and all put on his uniform, mail back that dress, get some stamps & mail Halloween cards. Need to start with the babysitting.
Till tomorrow then!

Sodor is a wonderful place no matter what is happening? Oh yeah?

Well the Prince is asleep as is the Princess. The Prince must have on "Thomas the Tank Engine". Right now it drives me nuts but in a few years I'll be wishing he was listening to "Everyday is a special day on Sodor" instead of whatever crappy music he's listening too. He is such a sweet boy, especially when he is asleep.
Tomorrow the carpets are being cleaned.
Well another Soldier is missing. May God have mercy on him and his family. I cannot imagine what he is sufferring right now and mercifully hope he may be dead and his sufferring ended. These idiots in this stupid country want to give terrorist's rights which is so f-ing stupid. We've seen how the terrorists treat our people. I worry about what kind of world our children will grow up in?

So Saturday is Make a Difference Day, WTF cares!

I finally got around to reading the local rag at 630 tonight and 45 minutes later it's done. Well in the "magazine" section-USA Today-it said Saturday was "Make A Difference Day". Well, I don't want to make a difference I just want to survive these next 9 days until hubby comes home. Nothing came out right today. I also had a meltdown because once again, somehow one of these kids got into the wipes and wasted a whole pack. I went to start their bath and some of the wipes were in the tub but I couldn't find the pack. Then I get into the living room and then there are the rest of the wipes all over the floors with the pack. So I just sat down and cried for about a half hour. John was trying to comfort me but I couldn't be comforted. I haven't had one of these in about 4 months. Somedays are just too much for me. This is one of them. All the cleaning I did, you can't even tell. I need to fold clothes but just can't tongiht. I was hoping hubby would be back but he's not. I bet he doesn't come back until late tomorrow or so. He didn't leave until Friday night which was Saturday his time. Next weekend the time changes so he'll be 13 hours ahead of me. I can't even spell but will do the editing tomorrow.

I wish CNN would get sniper fire and they get killed and Fox shows it!

Those disgusting pigs at CNN have been running a snuff film of US forces being killed by snipers. How they came across this gem is beyond belief, why they showed it is another. If this was an American sniper killing an insurgent they would be absolutely calling for that Soldier's head on the preverbially platter. They were almost gleeful when discussing the possiblity of a Courts Martial ending with the deaths of some military-execution style at Fort Leavenworth. Then they switched to the snuff film with feigned regret. It is absolutely disgusting that these assholes: A) have connections to the insurgents that they get these tapes from, B) put this on the air, C) they did not stop these fricking insurgents & D) finally, that they did not ask the parents, spouses, siblings of these people who died for permission to show their deaths. I would like to see CNN go off the air but I know that won't happen. I hope they all along with that asswipe Ted Rall die slow, painful, miserable deaths all alone and wind up in HELL. I hope they all have miserable lives, miserable children and miserable deaths. Mean I know and not Christainlike but I am sick and tired of this crap from these idiot, liberal elites asswipes.
Pardon' moi Francais'

A random thought or two

Tonight we went to church and it was almost impossible to hear with all the birds chirping which got me to thinking if perhaps we aren't in for another earthquake or something since they always say animals can tell when things are coming and birds starat acting weird the day or so before. I was looking at the church bathed in the golden light of the setting sun and I was thinking how we won't be living here this time next year. Is that a bad thing to be happy about? I don't know if it is or not. I will miss our house and a few nice people from church but other than that. I also dread that flight back to the mainland with the kids.
Well hubby is still out and about & not sure when he'll return.
Till whenever then.

This time next week hubby will be beginning his journey home for vacation

I know he's out and about this weekend. I don't know when he'll return. He likes going where he goes as there isn't any internet and he can sleep. I guess I am not around to bug him either. I'm tired tonight. Going to be early and shutting down the computer.
Till whenever then

Got to talk to hubby today but he's not online tonight

I guess I am getting more anxious the closer his leave gets. I wish I wasn't such a wimp.
I have been thinking about this doll I had one Christmas called Baby No Name. I'm not sure why but I am thinking about her tonight.
Little pumpkins are asleep.

Shake, Rattle & Roll

Wow, yesterday was scary. We had an earthquake out here in HI. I was on the phone with the folks when it happened. It was scary. Thought everything was going to fall off the shelves and the house was going to cave in. Luckily, nothing broke and the only thing was my pumpkin lights all fell the same direction. We were without power until 5 our time but overall not too bad. Tourists are complaining of course. I swear, they complained in FL too when something wasn't to their liking. We were hungry and thirsty out here too.

Some more inchoherent musings

So JPM has his Thomas the Tank Engine DVDs on all the time. Here is a question, why do all the figures look like Sir Topham Hat?
Why do celebs have to go to Africa to adopt little black children, there are thousands of them here who need good homes if it's a little black child they want. I guess they're the latest celebrity asscesory.
Why isn't there anything on tv? I am watching shows from 30 years ago.

Another letter read on the O'Reilly Factor

Well today I had a second letter read on the O'Reilly factor. The first was right before the Republican National Convention in 2004 & the one today. I am quite a pundit aren't I?

I can dream can't I?

My sick fantasy is for all the anti war protestors to be on one of those dreamliners that boeing is building (double decker planes) and have it be visited by their heroes in al queda and they will all die. I am mean but I can't believe that stupid pbs out here gave that punk's old man a half hour air time with no counter point. Say what you will about fox news but at least they do try to be balanced. I know I am a mean person but it cannot be helped. I am tired of these asswipes showing up on tv and getting all the glory. what would sheehag have done if her son hadn't died? She would have no altar to be worshipped on. Pathetic of me but isn't it funny how her family does not support her and say that this is not what her son, Casey would want. UUUGGGHHH I am a bad person sometimes but I hope God can forgive me.

So today I am a little sad

I saw on a blog where stupid MS. magazine is having an issue "celebrating" abortion where these women sign their names to a petition saying they are proud of themselves and their "choice". One of these women mentioned aborting her DS baby and how she's been trying to get pregnant again. This bitch is my age and I hope to God she never gets pregnant again. I can't imagine life without our little MC. I think I knew from the beginning she was going to be "different" and I am glad we chose not to have that amnio. I know it was hard for Michael to accept her differences no matter what he says. Yes, sometimes I am still sad that she's different but she is her wonderful self. I know when I get her up she will have a big smile for me, when we read she will come and sit on my lap, when she hears Hawaiian music she does the hula with her arms and because of her we have her little brother JPM who is being a handful today. However, I always remark to myself when they are in bed and the day is over how lucky and blessed I am to have those two little bundles of joy. I cannot wait for Michael to come home and our little family will be together again even if it's only for a few weeks. I know by May we will be living in a new home and will have lots of adventures to look forward to.
Hubby is out and about again on a mission. I worry so much all the time. I am glad that Condi went over there and told them it's time to shit or get off the pot. I also had the misfortune to have some peace activist come to my house and want to read bible versus to me and talk about the wonder of the UN and how horrible war is. I have a No Soliciting sign up but I guess I need to put up a No Prostelycizing (sp?) one as well.
till whenever then

Waiting to hear from hubby tonight

Haven't heard from my husband yet and he's usually on by now.

It's October!

Yea!!!! October is here which means that in a month my husband should be home with his little family. I am so anxious. I can't wait to see him. I know he will be changed from when he left. I was talking about this with his Grandmother who is more like his mother and we both agreed that Michael will be different. I am a bit apprehensive as I worry about asking him too much about what's going on. Having decided myself that I was too much of a wimp to continue with ROTC I don't know that I really have the right to ask. Looking back I guess I should have but would it have brought me to where I am now? Probably not. I did kiss a lot of frogs before I found the handsome Prince and even though we don't have a million dollar home I think we've done well together. Would I have liked to have been married at a younger age, yes, but I also would have not been happy in the long run with any of those who wanted to marry me. At the time I questioned if I had made the right decision. Where I stand now, 10 years later I know I did. I also know that sometimes you just got to cut lose those who bring you down. A lesson I wish my cousin Julie would learn. I talked about this with Octavia and she agreed that toxic boyfriends are the worse and don't leave you open to meet those who are right for you. It's only when we cut the cord to those who do us harm do we realise that there is the one waiting for you. You just have to find him. He was on page 12 for me. I can't wait till the end of the month. I will be on pins and needles until then. Tomorrow I go back to the gym no matter how crappy I feel. Right now I have a sore throat and can't talk. Too bad for me. I talk too much anyway.